'Frustrated' will be an understatement of what I am feeling right now. Last 2 months I have experienced every emotion...from anger to love...from restlessness to eagerness...damn! just everything. And, the fact that I'll be spending another 1.5 months doing simply nothing....is just adding to my 'emotional script'.
Its not that I don't like being here...it is just the fact that I am doing nothing. Can u imagine ur life....just simply surfing the net for some random stuff, going out for a walk alone, going for a drive alone, spending the weekends alone etc etc. U can do it for a month but not more than this...it gets to u. What is driving me crazy is that I have no friends here...noone from my age group...no one to talk to. How long one can do that??
Anyways, enough of cribbing. I plan to go to Guwahati again next weekend. Last trip was refreshing.
Wish me luck...and pray for my mental well-being. :P
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