Find Yourself

A very good friend of mine introduced me to this song - 'Find yourself' by Brad Paisley...OST 'Cars'. Just simply love this song...maybe bcoz I can very well associate with it.

Thanks Appu. :)



When you find yourself
In some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly
You're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself

When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settlin' down
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Where you go through life
So sure of where you’re headin'
And you wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself

When you meet the one
That you've been waitin' for
And she's everything that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for some one else
And then you find yourself
That’s when you find yourself

When we go through life
So sure of where we're headin'
And we wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Twist

'Frustrated' will be an understatement of what I am feeling right now. Last 2 months I have experienced every emotion...from anger to love...from restlessness to eagerness...damn! just everything. And, the fact that I'll be spending another 1.5 months doing simply nothing....is just adding to my 'emotional script'.

Its not that I don't like being here...it is just the fact that I am doing nothing. Can u imagine ur life....just simply surfing the net for some random stuff, going out for a walk alone, going for a drive alone, spending the weekends alone etc etc. U can do it for a month but not more than this...it gets to u. What is driving me crazy is that I have no friends here...noone from my age group...no one to talk to. How long one can do that??

Anyways, enough of cribbing. I plan to go to Guwahati again next weekend. Last trip was refreshing.

Wish me luck...and pray for my mental well-being. :P

Awesome Twosome

I have a great news to share with you guys. Tanya and Arjun Mohanrao are now officially engaged. I still don't believe it coz I am yet to see the ring...but yeah..I am super happy and excited. Can't wait to be back in Delhi.

Just about me....

Who am I? I fake....but the question is do I fake to myself also?...hmmm...I really need to give some thought to it. People have misunderstood me and my intentions most of the times. I don't blame them coz I always keep myself guarded. Today I just want to write about myself...just simply about myself..!

- I just love dancing.
- Rains make me nostalgic.
- I enjoy listening to songs like Disco dancer, Yaad aa raha hai, Chumma Jhumma etc and I don't think its 'uncool'.
- I don't understand heavy metal.
- When I am very angry or irritated and if there is no way I can let it out...I cry!
- I hate crying in public.
- I am not too fond of watching movies.
- I wish I could sing.
- I don't like chatting.
- I am not fond of chocolates and soft toys.
- I like cooking.
- I dislike those people who drink and then puke.
- I love taking pictures.
- I have a DSLR camera (a fundu camera) and don't know how to use most of its features.
- I don't know what to do with my hair....desperately want a makeover.
- I enjoy reading Indian authors.
- I love my parents and my sister.
- I don't like the way I look right now.
- I love being in Duliajan.
- I love pleasant surprises.
- I am scared of darkness.
- I find rats, lizards and bats disgusting and creepy.
- I don't enjoy stand-up comedies.
- I wish I have a place of my own so that I can do it up nicely.
- I want to go to Goa with my friends.
- I have a weakness for bags and shoes.
- I love Assamese food.
- I am very moody.
- I am scared of my own temper.
- I enjoy house parties.
- I like to be left alone when I am irritated or super pissed.
- I am blunt at times.
- I like collecting things which people find useless. For example, the boarding pass of my first trip to B'lore, my DTC passes, my first debit card, etc.
- I feel suffocated with polo neck tees.
- I find Spykar jeans better than the Levis ones (maybe becoz they are affordable).
- I like red nail paint...I think they look super sexy.
- I wanna go camping.
- I wish I could write like my sister.
- I like to travel by Indigo airlines and hate Jetlite airways.
- I don't like waiting.
- I can watch 'Andaz Apna Apna' anytime and anywhere.
- I miss my days at A-71 house.
- I love the Delhi cantonment area.
- I want to buy a car.
- I hate liers.
- I am very lazy.
- I love greenery.
- I prefer jackets than sweaters.
- I hate when people keep their bathrooms dirty.
- I don't like people going through my Inbox or my laptop without asking me.

Well, Thats it for today.

Adios!