Find Yourself

A very good friend of mine introduced me to this song - 'Find yourself' by Brad Paisley...OST 'Cars'. Just simply love this song...maybe bcoz I can very well associate with it.

Thanks Appu. :)



When you find yourself
In some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly
You're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself

When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settlin' down
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Where you go through life
So sure of where you’re headin'
And you wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself

When you meet the one
That you've been waitin' for
And she's everything that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for some one else
And then you find yourself
That’s when you find yourself

When we go through life
So sure of where we're headin'
And we wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Twist

'Frustrated' will be an understatement of what I am feeling right now. Last 2 months I have experienced every emotion...from anger to love...from restlessness to eagerness...damn! just everything. And, the fact that I'll be spending another 1.5 months doing simply nothing....is just adding to my 'emotional script'.

Its not that I don't like being here...it is just the fact that I am doing nothing. Can u imagine ur life....just simply surfing the net for some random stuff, going out for a walk alone, going for a drive alone, spending the weekends alone etc etc. U can do it for a month but not more than this...it gets to u. What is driving me crazy is that I have no friends here...noone from my age group...no one to talk to. How long one can do that??

Anyways, enough of cribbing. I plan to go to Guwahati again next weekend. Last trip was refreshing.

Wish me luck...and pray for my mental well-being. :P